Trust feels like...

How does trust feel like...
It feels that negation as you hear her say somebody you respected made fun with in a red car.
It feels like that denial when you hear it said that somebody you trusted was around and just cut off.
It feels like that faith with which you still wrap a paper of memory even though you know it 'll never be known.
It feels like that vacuum with which you leave not knowing why somebody who knew you waited to speak chose a way that just shoved you away.

Trust perhaps is that you still hear the heart make reasons for somebody's lapse that you do not feel anger or a need to question.