Across months I mistook you to be a committed person...
When you finally let know you're not, I still hold the same respect and regard...
Across the rest of my life I'll remember you with gratitude...
I will never know...
why you did it or what made you do it....
why you took the pain to initially help, to make a word of assurance to speak..
why you dangled us between a beginning and an end...
I will never know why you replaced a kindness with cold indifference...
I wish I knew...
What made me trust you...
what made me wait with serious intent to make a decision...
What made reticent me cross tight boundaries...
I just know...
How I leave without taking leave...
How I push back a pain, a humiliation...
How I make a choice of career I wouldn't have had faith been retained...
How within me I will never be able to hold anything against you...
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