How do you post a secret grief?

A secret grief has its strange ways of learning to hide..
you learn the art early on the first time you learn to smile through a broken feeling within...
That strange way grief curls onto the absence of a warm hand you loved to hold to...
That strange way after years you curl its edges carefully within after a stranger you learnt to keep faith in teaches you that your grief wasn't worth even speaking....
You learn that art of a stifled grief upon a consciously spelt smile after you wait in trust and realize the mockery of grief!
And then you seal it up quietly in a corner of your heart and you know nobody will ever know how much it finished you within.
You learn to foil it all in a smiled away grief.
perhaps your strength lies in the fact that you trusted one without doubt... that he just managed to leave without a word...
And all you wonder is the reason as to why somebody with so much goodness chose to give you a grief ..
and then you quietly seal it tight...and then you post it within where it reaches nobody.