elude

 Happiness eluded yet through you my faith was so strong that a dream dreamt itself into near reality.

A dream the big day of a beautiful journey together would be a born again day. A dream it would be by the lake a dream would be spelt. A dream that never lost its faith to ever die.

A born again day nears arrival as the dream departs through a nightmare.

Through you I touched life with  a spirit that defied destiny yet a destiny that turned around to beguile a dream. 

Happiness, you made me revive a smile from the heart again.

Destiny chose to return that smile back to where you took it from.

A destiny that has made you decide never to revive it again through an absence, a negation of reality as imagination.

A dream inside a little head of the significance of the born again day...a part after twinkle tinkle trot...never happened.

Sleep eludes, no happy head to dream away.

I try holding life in my palm, the struggle hardest for the way destiny slips in a dark moment.

I did hold to a dream, I did not see palms that held tight could not hold to the way destiny let happiness slip through almost invisible space.