ramble

It was written off..
Anyways...
 done away forever
It was not him
Her dream needed one
born in October or November
one who would love her 
not just the good but
 her oddities too
Not one who would 
see her trouble/ed
Not one who 
could not accept her as she was
She didn't seek to know anymore
She would never disturb anymore
She didn't need what was not wished
 A dream of lights bells horse
was a page she had replaced 
where she built a fairy tale world 
a world she wrote off
once and for all.