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The ease of a sudden avoidance , a sudden need to sever all bonds.

A final instinctual sense it was all known to you.

Just the wonder what made you watch it all happen,

Did a life mean so valueless that it was easy to throw it away, watch the wolves dance across?

Did it mean an easy throw now that there was no more common space?

That painful realization that you chose to close doors when you knew a life was destroyed forever.

That sinking truth that you played with emotions as you would a rag doll.

That final blow that you shut all doors grey one too knowing fully well a life was destroyed at the other end.

A life that looked to you with full trust.