That surge of joy on seeing you again.
A myriad emotions through me happiness, the fear of discovering what you mean to me.
So many emotions I keep walking, afraid you may guess, afraid I may give myself away.
I denied within what you mean to me for I mistook you committed to one for life.
Then perhaps I was too lost to focus on my need.
And now perhaps I don’t let myself face it anymore.
Somehow, I just sense you have somebody in your life, evident in your ways , in that thoughtful look you are lost in at times.
I know I hardly matter beyond a nod or some polite gesture.
And I make my choice to let it live and die within me.
I veil it all away.
The comfort that you will never know this or read this.
Perhaps the written gives me the strength to veil the unspoken, the unexpressed.
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