untitled series

Perhaps

I shall be termed ungrateful..

Or maybe arrogant

Or maybe crazy

Yet I know

I sought to share

A sincere thought

I stepped beyond boundaries

So far I had never

I least thought

You would shift scales so fast

I don't blame you

My life a complicated slice

For you to measure

I sought a friend

to reach you

A friend

who chose silence

in recognition
of what I held
quiet for you

who chose silence

in negation
of what you
didnt for me

failing, I withdraw within

Never to seek

to belong again

A withdrawal

Not in anger

not to spite

A withdrawal

coz

A personhood within wilted

when it struck finally

that you needed me out

of your life.

I only wish

You had given a reason

though a strange bond

Perhaps

It held greater strength

Than known ones.