if a return nver...

If a return never happens again...

I'll never know

the reason

You 'll never know

How

 Across a year long silence

I held unquestioned trust

How I never would have disturbed

Your world with mine

But for destiny

I sought your help

More in faith than helplessness

Destined to walk that path

I do

I meet

I leave

helped, helped out

And then

A hurt

unexpected, inexplicable

I refuse to think

Just

To survive it all.