choice

Perhaps it was just a bond destined to be patternless.

I will never know…

Why I chose to trust you

Why you chose to show me a kindness

Why I chose to walk a path I have never or will ever

Why I trusted enough to share as if a lifetime

Why you showed an extreme warmth initially

Why you chose to hurt later with an avoidance

Why you played with a faith till I broke into an emotional erratic communication

Why you chose to give  a word of assurance

Why you chose to hurt with no valid reason

I will never know why

I just know am leaving

Behind a faith,a  hope

I just know

You chose a choice

Of my trust in you

Over yours in others

I just know

I will never let you know

How and what died within me

After all those choices.