Amiss

I reach you

Battered within

I cross uncrossed borders

Barriers of mind

Boundaries of heart

I seek solace

In unquestioned faith

I seek none

To sanction my trust

Yet you alter yours

Amidst a myriad views

I almost hold to life

Just as you abrupt

Push me away

I step back midway

Shocked, bewildered

Humiliated

I lose balance

Stagger backwards

Into chaotic waves

Speak amiss

Almost cling

A sinking oar

Then I give way within

I sense am unwanted

I find it hard

To trace familiar

paths again

Across kindness offered once

After a fall, a lapse

     You find me a burden hence

        I find it painful

        To frequent the one place

        That held endless beginnings

I thought you

Walked beside me

I realize

I walked you within

While

You saw me

 a passer-by.