I pushed you away
/bi-'kȯz /
I knew my end was near
I pushed you away
With hateful, bitter words
/bi-'kȯz /
I feared evil would kill you too
I loved you more than you guessed
I pushed you away
As my world fell apart
Lost I spiralled into
Almost never return land
I pushed you away
Till you hated me
Threw me away
And through and through
As you saw through it
A little late, a little hesitant still
Even if you meant life to me
I push you away
/bi-'kȯz /
I wont let you sink with me
Into this rut of darkness
I push you away
I push you away
/bi-'kȯz /
I need you most
But am sinking
Into nothingness
And that was not
we dreamt of together.
